Author: Ben

  • Fine

    Fine

    Going out is best enjoyed with someone as excited to return home again as you are.

  • Train Song

    This is another nugget from the archives. I love the tradition of the train song. I’m not sure how long the locomotive was around before some musician heard one and said to themselves, “You know, that thing makes a pretty good shuffle.” Probably not that long. The elevator in my building does a convincing bossa…

  • Don’t Play Bass for the Pixies

    This is a song I wrote more than ten years ago. I intended to add some vocals, but after a decade, it’s probably too stale to bother with. I’ve always been fond of it. The name came from an incident at a Pixies concert in Frankfurt, Germany, where Black Francis threw a guitar at Kim…

  • First Pancake

    Over the Thanksgiving holiday, I decided to try writing a piece for wind quintet. I set myself a one-week deadline. At the end of the week, I had this.

  • Drty Planet

    To celebrate the relaunch of BPO, we’ve dug up some previously unreleased music from the archives. This one is called Drty Planet. I imagined it as the theme song to a 90s science fiction show that wouldn’t have aged well. It was recorded sometime in 2020 at the old studio in Shiloh, IL.

  • brainpanonline.com

    Today, I’m relaunching brainpanonline.com with its original branding. I started this website on September 23, 2004. Its mission was to serve as a personal thought dumpster for projects I was working on, random musings, or whatever else I felt compelled to share. That was over 20 years ago. Old enough that it still made sense…

  • Friends

    We made a friend at dinner.

  • Walden

    I’ve started reading Walden, by Henry David Thoreau. Amazon describes it like this: In 1845, Henry David Thoreau moved into a cabin by Walden Pond. With the intention of immersing himself in nature and distancing himself from the distractions of social life, Thoreau sustained his retreat for just over two years. More popular than ever,…

  • A Note From Yesterday

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    I’m very busy today, so I’m writing this yesterday. I’m going to go watch my niece and nephew for a few hours, then get Krystal and I lunch, before going to see Scott Thompson in his show “Buddy Cole in King” over at City Winery. I’ve been a massive fan of both him and that…

  • A Note From Legal

    A previous post made mention of advice we received from our legal department. On their request, we would like to make it clear that the legal department is imaginary and that this website is the product of one person. There will be no further updates unless new information becomes available, mostly because the bit has…